5 years

Today marks the 5th anniversary of the death of my oldest brother
Today marks the 4th anniversary of my grandfather passing away, it's also been 4 years since I lost the hearing in one of my ears.

I know it's late and I shouldn't be thinking but I feel robbed. There are also a few people I want to say, "fuck you" to, well... I guess that'd be repetitive since I already did that earlier today.

In other news, I'm making more friends, my therapist is pleased with that. Bad news is that I'm already sabotaging some of those friendships. Well... you win some, lose some I guess.

I love Samantha Stevens... For the first time in a while I felt like I really laughed while talking with her tonight. It was quite refreshing.

that is all.