I don't want to post, but I probably will press the publish button instead of the save button. I still want to be gone.
I woke up today feeling like nothing was holding my body together, I feel wretched and worthless... it's never a good sign when I wake up like this.
This is surely just some residual effects from the really lame panic attack I had Monday morning, but this is ridiculous. Why can't I get over it?
I need to be still be away for a while. I don't want to do this right now.