Friday, June 30, 2006

Hmmm well, this is primarily my blog to discuss my thoughts and struggles concerning the mission, my ssa, etc.

but tonight i'm going to take a little vacation from that... er... quasi vacation.

I saw The Devil Wears Prada with Latin Stud and ByuSkyBluePink, good times had by all.

I had an odd realization. I go through best friends like toilet paper.... Seriously, the longest anyone has ever made it has been 1.5 years, held by Fadgst. That one ended when I came home from my mini-mission last summer and I told her I didn't need her friendship. I did that, cut off all ties, without feeling a single emotion about it.

I'm really a monster when I seperate my actions from my emotions. Anyway, who will I move onto next? How will I destroy this friendship? I'm seeing one on the fritz right now and I don't knwo if I care enough to really do anything about it.

dang, why am I so emotionally detached?

4 comments:

Samantha said...

Thanks for your comments about David. Interestingly, today after I posted that entry, he e-mailed to talk about the problem he perceives in his relationship with Marnie--how's that for being on the same page!

I really appreciate your offer of allowing him to e-mail you. I'll talk to him about it--but it will be awhile. He's at EFY next week, Mexico the following week, then on the east coast for a two-week family vacation. Just wanted to let you know it means a lot to me that you care. Thanks.

Ward Cleaver said...

Sounds like you have frienship issues that parallel Sam's. Perhaps you two should talk about the similarities and what should/can be done to heal this part of your person.

WHY do you find it necessary to flush your friends down the toilet?

SkyBluePink said...

If you drop our friendship, I will find you and dropkick you in the face. Hard.

And no snickering - I can totally take you. ;)

Latin Stud! said...

LOL.. so yeah...I'm agreed with skybluepink!
Hmm... U dont have to be MONSTER about "friendship and feelings" anyway...

Tomorrow SUPERMAN!! I'm soo excited!
and yeah.. I'm IN LOVe of the DEVIL WEARS PRADA!!! soo cool! I'm going to watch it again!