The pain of indecision, almost too much to handle, will eventually push me into accepting the love that Christ has for me. I have a feeling that the next few months will be the deciding factor of much of my life to come.
Indecision is like purgatory. It's so hard to be in that position. Some people think it's safer to wait and see, but the fact is, decisions are being made all around you and you will find yourself having decisions made for you if you stall for too long. I try to proceed forward with the best of my knowledge and I know the Lord will bless me for doing at least what I knew was right at the time. He tends to stop me if I'm wrong. I hope you do what you know is right and keep moving forward, even when it's hard. It was good seeing you tonight. I will keep praying for you. Love you...
Extremely interesting choice of words. In my experience I found that the moment I was able to find God's love for me... his real love, I was able to make peace with so much of my life. I also was able to begin to love myself. Thanks for sharing. I'll keep you in my prayers.
I’m a twenty-nothing who is trying desperately to figure out my seemingly complicated life that includes being a SSA/Homo/Gay/Whatever Mormon that has pathetically little control over my emotions. By day, I sell priestcrafts (“Have you heard of the new John Bytheway fireside on DVD?” It’s 20% off right now) to old women, who, in fact, think I’m quite endearing and buy four of said DVD. I’m going to pretend that the inverse of the previous statement isn’t necessary because I don’t think it’s any of your business what I do by night.
I’ve been described as “adorable, yet offensive,” (OriginalMohomie, 2007) and “Immature.” (Master FOB, numerous occasions) I am still in love with Natalie Portman, hooded-sweatshirts, and quoting movies. And just like my last “about me”, this one is going to peter out at the end. Just … like … now.
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Indecision is like purgatory. It's so hard to be in that position. Some people think it's safer to wait and see, but the fact is, decisions are being made all around you and you will find yourself having decisions made for you if you stall for too long. I try to proceed forward with the best of my knowledge and I know the Lord will bless me for doing at least what I knew was right at the time. He tends to stop me if I'm wrong. I hope you do what you know is right and keep moving forward, even when it's hard. It was good seeing you tonight. I will keep praying for you. Love you...
Extremely interesting choice of words. In my experience I found that the moment I was able to find God's love for me... his real love, I was able to make peace with so much of my life. I also was able to begin to love myself. Thanks for sharing. I'll keep you in my prayers.
-Caspian
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