Saturday, December 02, 2006

What's going on

I woke up today with that awful feeling that's been accompanying me for the past month or so. I couldn't shake it. It wasn't going away.

Over the last month I've felt completely worthless. I've been consistently tired. But I haven't been able to sleep very well, I've been numb, attempting to run away from everything.

Tonight, for the first time in such a long time I feel safe, I feel calm.

I've got a lot of work to do. But I know I can do it.

4 comments:

Samantha said...

I love you.

pinetree said...

The winter really is just crappy to everyone I think. It's good when you find a bit of warmth in it to crawl into for a while.

Stephanie said...

Just think--almost Christmas and then you'll be off to Salt Lake. Always have something to look forward to.

And Samantha beat me to it, but I love you too.

Kengo Biddles said...

I hope that the feeling sticks with you after tonight's festivities...I know that some odd crap went down the last time...and I'd hate to see a damper put on this new good mood. Just remember, Samantha loves you. And from someone so awesome to someone so awesome, you should be buoyed-up for days. :)